Uncertainty

This year will be probably one of the most happiest and at the same time one of the most difficult years of my life. There’s a lot of uncertainty about what will happen after I finished the exchange program (OUSSEP) at Osaka University. Can I find a job? Can I finish my Computer Science study this April? Can I get a visa? Can I … Somehow, probably because of uncertainty, I tend to forget really small but so important things in order to keep me and other persons happy. I’m afraid for some kind of love-hate relationship. I’ve always been a really positive person, I still am. But as time passes it gets more and more difficult. I’m not sure yet what to do. But I’ll figure it out, as I always did…